New to Bareback and Prep Update

I've used condoms for over 40 years , to ensure I didn't contract hiv/aids and lost friends in those terrible times , however as I've found it increasingly difficult to meet a guy who wants to use condoms I've decided to try prep which means I can have bb sex without the risk of hiv, , I tried bareback recently and after 40 years of condoms it felt very strange, , I'm happy to fuck guys with or without a condom and I suspect that as time goes on I'll become more accustomed to not looking for condoms every time I have sex, I've very rarely bottomed with condoms but who knows maybe I'll investigate my bottom side too , so I suppose bb is still a bit of a journey for me at the moment

I thought I'd give and update on my journey with Prep and bare back sex as it's a year since I created the original post :

I've began to relax more when doing bareback , and prep has made me open to enjoying sex more, I still haven't been able to cum inside a guy without pulling out jerking out and shoving my cock back in a guy;s ass before I cum but I'm sure we;ll get there , the second thing I decided was to become more vers ( although the bottom to top ratio seems to be a huge obstacle, lol )
I was lucky enough to meet a wonderful guy from Amsterdam ( via the USA) who is vers , I told him about my desire to become more vers and he obliged we flipped for about and hour or so , I eventually came , ( after withdrawing and jerking off and reinserting ) he got excited about my cum inside him , we met later again that Evening and flipped again my ass was really aching but the experience was enjoyable , I also met up with an Italin guy over here ( UK ) who came round to fuck me , he knew I was new to bottoming , he told me that my ass was tight and like a virgin's but then added he enjoyed it unfortunately he couldn't cum , then suddenly last week , I went to a sauna , I saw this young guy he had been playing with a gu's cock and the other guy shot, so young man was still horny, we had some fun and I asked if he was top or bottom, he told me vers , I expalined that I'm mainly a top but want to become more vers we went to a room and I started heading towards his ass, rimming him and he started on my cock, before I know it I was fucking him and realised I had to change my approach, I said to him I don't want to cum because I want you to fuck me... he jumped at the chance, he did't have a huge cock which I was pleased about and he changed positions and fucked me , he came quickly,,, again great asd my ass is new to all this , but he is actually the first and at the time of writing the only guy to cum inside me
I was so excited I had to jerk off and cum,as we left the room another younger guy, who I suspect likes older men approached me and asked if I'd cum I said unfortunately yes , but I might be okay later I had a shower came back to where he was , I was so shocked that I managed to take his cock as I'd only cum a few minutes earlier and he had a monster cock, but he was great, lots of words of encouragement and poppers ( legal in the UK) I couldn't believe it , I came for a second time, he didn;t but didn't seem to mind , everyone I've met since is a bottom but I will be happy to have more BB sex either as a top and as a bottom , although I now seem to have a huge fantasy about getting fucked by much younger men .... so hot

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RE:New to Bareback and Prep

I have 3 gay, shaved nudist friends that are STD free. We only have bareback with each other. It's a lot safer that way.

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RE:New to Bareback and Prep

Thanks for the message I wasn't sure if you meant it's safer to have bareback with a limited number of partners ( which I would agree on ) , or if you thought bareback was safer than condoms, which I would find hard to believe , If I could I'd be more than happy to limit having sex with a couple of people pr even one person

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