Im not big on the humiliation thing, led around on a leash, boot licking etc. But I do have this fantasy where I'm bound, blindfolded, strapped into a sling and or f-bench and gangbanged by a group of men. Just used to get them off.
So what if being on a leash or boot licking were not humiliating? I ask the question because the main reason to do this training is not to humilitate but to teach the sub to not be humiliated by a play act. it allows him to be much more broad in the shit they wanna go into further on. For example, my first leather dad made me lick his fucking boots for hours on hours day after day, The fourth weekend I told myself I am just gonna make them into his cock and enjoy it this time. I got rock hard in seconds. He said that took you a long time. His method was to tell me the training, and ask me if I would, and do it till he was satisfied and then ask me why and what I learned. I hated it. Until I started progressing faster than any of the boys at other men's trainings. He was making my brain and body into a organ that would show me the transformation as it happened. I was not able to before fucked up as I was like lots of young gay men. It was incredibly effective. SO boot licking now is something i do with such perverse pride and lust that most tops make me stop. Which is the goal. Leash play is the same. You learn to wear it like a medal of honour and you show off your pride and defiance like a purebred champion. Not all doms like that but the leash never stings again after that. I leash men and collar them telling them I will not yank or pull or do dogg stuff i just want them to feel the connection I need with them how much i enjoy them near and how it shows them i am into them head over heels. That usually melts the worry and gets them frisky. course i might do nasty dog training later lol.
Im not big on the humiliation thing, led around on a leash, boot licking etc. But I do have this fantasy where I'm bound, blindfolded, strapped into a sling and or f-bench and gangbanged by a group of men. Just used to get them off.
First world problems but I did so much humiliation and degradation play (i enjoy those feelings or I did) that I cannot be anymore, At all. doesn't matter what they do i am giggling like an idiot. i would have slowed down if I knew it was not permanent emotional trauma.
Here is my Fantasy!
My fantasy- I start chatting with a guy at an adult store, were both gay and he asks if I would like to join in with a group of his friends, I can feel my cock starting to get hard. My answer is YES and we start walking down a street to a house were they meet. He says that to be a member of the group I have to be initiated and I ask what it evolves? He says that he can't say till we get inside, but once inside, I can't back out. I'm getting harder and we go inside. When I get in I see about 10 nude guy's that are shaved. They grab hold of my arms and legs and start removing my clothes. They tell me that I will be shaved completely and they bind my hands and legs in an X formation in a door way, they now have full access to my body and the shaving begins. After a short time I am completely smooth. Next I am on a table on my back, hands bound and my legs are spread and bound in the air. They say that for the final part I will be GANGBANGED BAREBACK!!!! They each take a turn screwing my ass and they leave their load deep inside. when the last one is finished, my legs are pulled up higher so just my shoulders are the only part in the table. They say that this will allow their load to flow deep inside. After about a half hour, they insert a large butt plug and say that this will keep the cum inside and I have to keep it in for the rest of the day. I am now a member of their group!!!!!!